It's been a while...

It's been so long. I bet you didn't realize I was gone. I had no intentions on returning publicly, but something felt right about clicking "new post".
Truth is, I came here hoping to find a time when I was last "complete". I found nothing but regret from me reading so far back. Where did it all go? The comfort in not knowing, the want for nothing, the beauty in me... Where did it go?




I was never complete, and I hope to never be. Why? Just ask me later.

Broken&Confused

And just as fast as my eyes witnessed your wrongs, my heart was shattered. How could you do this to me? I gave you everything I had to offer ! Could it be that it wasn't enough ?

Easy on the heart

Highlight of my day; being called your wife multiple times.

So close, but so far.

Where's my love and support when I need it?

Goodbye Hello

Life's changed drastically in just a couple of days. I left everything I've ever known to start something new with the man holding my heart. It's great being here with him, but it isn't easy not being there with them. Will this ever become comfortable? I hope.
The only thing keeping me going is you. Your laugh, the sound of your breathing as you sleep, the kisses at the time of day that I wasn't able to receive when we were apart, and just the comfort of knowing you're here. My good morning texts have turned into good morning/goodbye kisses as you leave for work and I love them, but I'll miss the texts. This is life.. This is my NEW life.

Change of plans

And just like that, it all falls apart...

Uninvited

The words "I love you" can be said and felt a million times, but it's that one time that it's not said when it's needed that can change everything.