So close, but so far.

Where's my love and support when I need it?

Goodbye Hello

Life's changed drastically in just a couple of days. I left everything I've ever known to start something new with the man holding my heart. It's great being here with him, but it isn't easy not being there with them. Will this ever become comfortable? I hope.
The only thing keeping me going is you. Your laugh, the sound of your breathing as you sleep, the kisses at the time of day that I wasn't able to receive when we were apart, and just the comfort of knowing you're here. My good morning texts have turned into good morning/goodbye kisses as you leave for work and I love them, but I'll miss the texts. This is life.. This is my NEW life.

Change of plans

And just like that, it all falls apart...

Uninvited

The words "I love you" can be said and felt a million times, but it's that one time that it's not said when it's needed that can change everything.

Complete

Tonight, I've realized, that I am part of your world now. This might be one of the best feelings I've felt in a really long time. I love you.

Dead Dreams

What creates one's dreams and goals? Have you ever thought about it? We find that the very things we are interested in, are part of that dream, that's a given, but why? Why is our mind and emotions attracted to this one dream we created ? Or did we? Perhaps we had no choice in what we would dream about becoming. Some would say that God built that dream, path, destiny. What if he didn't though? Or if he did, why have so many of us never seen that dream come true ? Perhaps in another life.

Today, it's mine.

Why is it that I feel cheated ? 

As if all the things in life that should have been mine, I'm being forced to share or forget. 

Is this me being selfish? 

Perhaps it was never meant to be mine to begin with. 

Today, I will pretend...

 

And tomorrow I'll still dream.