I just needa be done with this shit. These feelings that I have no control over... What the hell is this ? I didn't ask for this! I don't know how to react to things because I've never felt this way or had no control over when I want to cut the chord to these things. I can't sit here and let you have what you want when you want it, even if I want it too. It's not fair that I have no say so in when I want things. I wait, with high hopes... and then high disappointments. Who have I become? I feel weak. Excuse me, but things will change NOW. I'm no longer a puppet. I have a say so in this now because I'm making it matter. What I want matters.
-AJT
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