You know that tickling feeling that starts in your neck and sinks to the bottom of your stomach? It usually comes when your feelings are hurt and your heart is aching... I hate this feeling. I hate feeling more comfortable somewhere I'm wanted, but don't belong rather than somewhere I belong, but am not wanted. When will this end? When will I be wanted again where I belong ? Hopefully not when it's too late.. When I'm already gone.
I appreciate the love and SUPPORT I get from him. How is it so obvious to all friends that he is the one for me and this is the happiest I've ever been, but to the ones who's opinions matter most, they can't see it enough to support our love on this new level. Is it that they don't want to see it? As if seeing it meant letting go ? I need answers, comfort, love, prayer, assistance, but most of all I need support. And I need it from THEM.
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