What do I want?

I want what's right for me. I want happiness. I want comfort. I want friends who can ride with me. I want a man who wants to see me succeed. I want someone to understand for once. I want to stop comparing. I want the nightmares to stop. I want to be the artist I once was. I want to disappear. I want to be somewhere unknown. I want to sing. I want to live.  I want to breathe easy. I want to change. I want to stay the same. I want to dream. I want to start fresh. I want to fly away. I want to cry. I want to finish school. I want a family. I want to travel. I want to connect with someone. I want a secret life. I want it back. I want things to be okay. I want to give back. I want to change the world. I want to be me. 

Really, I just want what's meant to be to hurry up and be. Tired of waiting for my time.