Smiles

Isn't is odd how your whole morning or day can be terrible, and series of events keep taking place that just push you to the edge of your seat, but when you see their face you can't help but smile? Not only is their a smile on my face, but my heart smiles too when you're around. I can't move on from this. I refuse to. This is like home to my heart.

Soon enough love will return. I believe this. One day I won't have to pretend anymore.

Is it weird that I'm not sad? I feel like I should be. It's loneliness that's getting the best of me these days. I KNOW that this is real, therefor I'm not afraid of the time apart. Which might be why I'm not sad.

Tonight is the night that I'll fully trust in what's out of my sight. I knew this was approaching for me and you, but it's all a test to prove that this is true. You feel it too, I know you do.

                                                                         
                                                                            - AJT