Fear... I hate you. I hate you for thinking that I am weak. I hate you for the things that you follow, the things that you push in my face. Most of all, I hate where you come from and who your creater is.
I bet it kills you when you see me overcome your obstacles. Do you hate seeing me smile? When I recieved the news this weekend, did you enjoy my reaction?
I am not afraid. I believe that my future is going to be full of adventures. I trust that the Lord will carry me through. I have faith that this isn't going to take me soon. My heart is stronger than you view it.
Time... I apologize for not taking you serious. You never promised me enough of you to accopmplish what I want and need. I promise to pay you more attention, to treat you right, and to walk at your pace.
If you have to run out soon, I understand. But if you can hold on, I wont take you for granted.
It's insane how something can change everything.
Life... You are beautiful. I am sorry that you aren't appreciated by most. I am so sorry that it took me this long to live the right way. I wouldn't have things any other way even though there are quite a few things I could do without right now, I understand that those things will just make me stronger. I love you with everything you and I share.
Day 5- I'm doing well. I can look you in the eyes and see what we have rather than what we could've had. I've missed you. I won't have to miss you for much longer, I promise.
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