I broke every single one of my rules for you. And now I'm left here capturing photos of moments others share, that I wanted to share with you. I dream through a single photo. And I hurt when I return to reality. I don't know how to handle these emotions. I've never allowed myself to get this far with anyone. This is nothing like the routine I've lived for years. This is completely different. The only thing I'm sure of, is that this will never happen again. I'll make my way past this and never, never, let my heart run free again. Not if this is what it's like...