This morning was not a good time. I woke up still sick and irritated. I got to the office and things were just so out of order which drove me half insane. I was also fighting thoughts and emotions that I thought were gone forever. I guess it was just "one of those days" for me. With no motivation to get through the day, I still managed. I blasted music that a special friend provided me with, which is probably what kept me from going completely insane while stuck in traffic. I also had small talk with God about dumb things. No matter how easy God was handing things to me, like successful visits with doctors (which is what my job consists of) I still found reasons to complain and talk about with Him.
I got to the school where I sat for a few minutes to just breathe. Try and let go of the negative energy and recharge so that I would be well for the kids. I did what I could, but it wasn't until I received multiple hugs from the children that I was finally able to feel some sort of peace.
And then this little princess came and sat next to me on the floor and said "Ms. Araceli, today's another day and tomorrow is another one too." Then she got up and went to run around with the other kindergarten kids. How good is our God? He sent me a beautiful little girl full of life to remind me that, today is just another day, and tomorrow will be another one. It was then that I got things together and was okay for the rest of the day. I think for a while, every time things get a little crazy, I'll see Abigail's face.
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