Judge Me.

   When does it become wrong to act on the feelings that can be reckless to others? I do not want to hurt others, but I do want to try and pursue the things that make me happy in that moment. Does it make me a horrible person if I do what makes me happy before I go the extra ten miles to make them happy? I realize how this makes me look. I realize that this is the SECOND time I've faced this issue... but in this moment I am content. Do I always have to worry about the happiness of others? Or can I occasionally care about myself and go those extra ten miles to keep my smile shinning bright? I'll continue to live moment by moment, day by day, until it no longer satisfies me. As for now, I am as content as I deserve to me. So judge me as much as you'd like. Go ahead, spread those rumors. Either way, I'm still happy. And in my world, that's all that matters. Call me selfish as much as you please. Those who truly know me, know how selfless I truly am. Your opinion means nothing to me.